Saturday, August 18, 2007
idiot game
TIME: 2.46am
mood: haywired
heard from eve playing this idiot game ... hahas and its kinda fun ... well now see if u r an idiot ...
released at.. [8/18/2007 01:53:00 am]
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Thursday, August 09, 2007
Reflection
Story tittle: World of reflection
Author: Clue (juz for fun)
Every morning, i settle down on my chair that placed right in front of the mirror which had been here before i moved into this house ... It had a classical frame with some ancient Greek words below the mirror "υποδοχή στον κόσμο της αντανάκλασης" which made it more unique. However, it felt smoothing at the same with an eerie feeling while looking at it. There had been tales about the mirror and i had no idea why it attracted me so much but still i can't resist the temptation of the beautiful carved mirror thus i request my father to move the 7"inch tall mirror into my room ... i love it so much that i could stared at it for hours soon it became a habit for me ..
It was just like my usual routine, i settle down on my chair and tie my hair neatly into a ponytail before staring at the grand old classical frame of the mirror ... but this time, when i stared at the mirror, it wasn't my own reflection ... it was a girl that looks a lot like me but i know it isn't me ...Her eyes was lifeless, her soul was gone ... all she left is her outer case that blood drain out of her bit by bit as the day pass ... i don't know what holding her back ... i don't know when will she fall ... she look so fragile in it and her sorrowful eyes seem to be telling something to me yet i can't knew nothing ...
Since that day onward, i saw that girl everyday when i stared back in the mirror ... i wanted to help her badly, i wanted to know the reason why she was in there but a strong feeling stopped me to go on further ... i wasn't afraid of her but my curiosity know me better ...
Today, the girl seem to be more fragile than usual ... i stood up from my chair and walked toward her ... surprisingly, she did the same action too ... the both of us were now starting at each other, our nose almost touched together ... i looked closely at her, she was the same height as me just like the imprint of my other self ... i reach out my hand to touch her and it went right through ... my heart is pumping variously yet my curiosity didn't back me out ... the girl smile at me for the first time, she than mouth out the words asking me to come in while she moved to aside ... i shut my eyes and step by step i went into the world in the mirror...
" Welcome in Chris, thank you for doing that...", i was stunned by the voice ... the girl had the same voice as me just like I was talking to my own self ... my own reflection ... who is she ? what does she want ? how does she know me ? Thousand of thoughts were gushing through my mind... i open my mouth and tried to question her yet there was nothing spoken! ... tears were threatening to fall ... wave and wave of terror went splashing onto me ...
"I know what you are thinking of ... as i am you ... who had been once your reflection... I've been trap in this place for century and finally you came to release me ... I envy your life, living like a princess, getting everything you desired for ... all i left was this isolated place ... but now I'm making it change once in for all ... because I'm ...". She paused a while before she continued her sentence which will mark the end of me ...
"Replacing you ... " After hearing the fearful words, i tried to make a dash out of the mirror but with a slight glance she gave me, I've frozen in my track ...
I knew she mean it, i knew it's for real but I'm frozen in my thoughts... She started moving out of the mirror, towards my world ... the world which i belonged to...
I tried to shake myself awake and ran after her but all i managed was to catch hold of her hand but it slip off leaving me banging onto the glass wall which separated the world of both...
The voice which i used to have, spoken to me the once last time. "Relax Chris ... careful before you break those glasses ... oh by the way, did i mention that you will feel nothing? not even hunger or emotion? ... you will be living like a puppet control by your owner until you found your next victim, by than it might be century ... your looks will change and soon you will forget how your original look like ... only when your destined victim had arrived, they will only be the one who will be able to see you ... hahahahahaha ... so long and enjoy waiting..."
She walked away taking my life with her ... my soul was gone ... I'm not sure how long have i been in here ... sitting on the same place watching the mirror to the outside gate like a movie ... I've soon forgotten how my family look like, no ... is Chris's family now ... I've long forgotten how emotion is feel as I'm a nameless puppet with no feeling at all ... but all i could remember was the words which once i was confused with ...
"υποδοχή στον κόσμο της αντανάκλασης, welcome to the world of refection."
Years later, "Dad ... i like this mirror ... can you buy it for me ?" A teenage girl walked towards me ... starring at her own reflection but soon ... i will be her ...
released at.. [8/09/2007 12:23:00 am]
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Wednesday, August 01, 2007
wait n wait
time:7.19pm
mood: murdering anyone who disturb my slp
these few days felt so damn tired la ... why ? .... my forever-won't-get-heal-up-injury which is my left arm la ... make me only slp for a 2 or 4 hr than wake up due to the pain la ... so tired now ... oh ya me went to SGH yesterday ... than took me about 2 hr plus before able to see a doc for check up ... the doc didn't really give me any check up ... well juz ask me some question like where pain or need a memo, an excuse for P.E. ... than gave me 56 tablet of vitamin B and take 1 every morning ... after that i requested for a divert to TTS as it got western with chinese medical treatment ... but in the end, the doc juz asked me to recheck up my bone alignment which might be pressing on my nerve system that causes the pain in my arm ... next appt. will be at 1/10/07 which is the children day la ... i got to wait for 2 mths before i get a check up, not even a treatment ? wad the hell ... by that time, i've alr been dead la ... i've alr taken x-ray for cervical spine n everything is fine ... so now i have to wait for 2 mths time and no P.E. during this mths ... hoho ... 2 mths no P.E means 2 mths of fat ... hahas ... haiz ... i think i will try to call and bring forward my appt. time ... coz i dun think i can hold on for that long with basic of 3 hrs of slp each day ... panda's eye liao ... actually how efficient is our SGH ? or rather Goverment Hospital? ... If i go to see a private doc. , today i went to book a appt. next week will be the check up without delaying for mths ... of course the price will be higher but faster and more efficient than that ... time is money ... the longer the time u wait for a check up, the cheaper the price is ... but if the shorter the time, the price shot up high ... aiyo ... okay forget it ... now all i can do is wait ... hope that i can hold on until that appt. XD pray ... btw, today Mr "Roy" b'day ... hehe haven bought the present yet hehe ... =p Happy b'day
adios~
Clue signing off
released at.. [8/01/2007 07:17:00 pm]
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