my aunt passed away
Time: 8.29am
Mood: crying now ...
okay ... this morning around 8 plus, my mum received a phone call while i'm asleep ... the next moment i knew i found out that my aunt and her mother, which should be also one of my so called "grandmother" as we always called her that, passed away ... my mum was like crying once she received the news while me and my dad woke up due to her shouting in the phone ... ended up both my parent went to my aunt home to check on more details while i stay at home contacting my bro and sis ... Every sat, my sis will come back and we will surely go and makan together de ... but i think today, will not be able to do so le ... my sis is rushing down back home now and wait for our parent to return and tell us more details ...
My aunt and "grandmother" both of them commit suicide yesterday night, jumping off the window in their home which was share between her and my uncle living in ... It can't be possible that my aunt will go and kill herself ... it juz can't be .. she won't be so silly to do that ... she is the only one that dote me a lot and always planted wet kisses to me ... i always thought it was some kind of irritating but now i miss it so much ... she was jobless for this few months and lass time i got contact with her was through phone, she asked me to tell my mum for a favour to help her to look out for job ... i was looking out job for her this few days as well as my mum ... yesterday noon, my mum and another aunti was discussing about which job suit her coz she was easily being bully ... than my mum was going to tell her the next day and regret for not calling her that night ... she might somehow prevented it from happening if she had called last night, that wad my mum told me while she was crying away ... i know no one is at fault but my mum kept on blaming on my uncle for pushing my aunt to the limited and came with a solution was to end her life ... my aunt didn't even leave a will or an last word to us ... i was crying like hell also, when i received the news ... from young till now, my aunt always give me extra pocket money to sch even if she had only left a bit to spend, she also will always buy me sweets while my sis and bro received nothing ... i really love her a lot ... I juz dunno ... dunno wad reason made her do that kind of silly thing and taking along "grandmother" with her. Even though there is conflict between her and my uncle but she is suppose to be wise enough not to do that ... my uncle kept on pushing her to the limit like saying she not working, keep on sucking blood from him, she never take care of their mum, he have been paying all those expenses while she juz leach there ... that wad my mum theory of my aunt commit suicide ...
Argh ... i can't afford to type anymore with my tears running out like loose tap and damn it for wetting my keyboard and shirt ... adios
Goodbye my aunt,
you will always be in our heart ...
Half-dead kiddo
signing off~
released at.. [4/21/2007 08:28:00 am]
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