my aunt passed away
Time: 8.29am
Mood: crying now ...
okay ... this morning around 8 plus, my mum received a phone call while i'm asleep ... the next moment i knew i found out that my aunt and her mother, which should be also one of my so called "grandmother" as we always called her that, passed away ... my mum was like crying once she received the news while me and my dad woke up due to her shouting in the phone ... ended up both my parent went to my aunt home to check on more details while i stay at home contacting my bro and sis ... Every sat, my sis will come back and we will surely go and makan together de ... but i think today, will not be able to do so le ... my sis is rushing down back home now and wait for our parent to return and tell us more details ...
My aunt and "grandmother" both of them commit suicide yesterday night, jumping off the window in their home which was share between her and my uncle living in ... It can't be possible that my aunt will go and kill herself ... it juz can't be .. she won't be so silly to do that ... she is the only one that dote me a lot and always planted wet kisses to me ... i always thought it was some kind of irritating but now i miss it so much ... she was jobless for this few months and lass time i got contact with her was through phone, she asked me to tell my mum for a favour to help her to look out for job ... i was looking out job for her this few days as well as my mum ... yesterday noon, my mum and another aunti was discussing about which job suit her coz she was easily being bully ... than my mum was going to tell her the next day and regret for not calling her that night ... she might somehow prevented it from happening if she had called last night, that wad my mum told me while she was crying away ... i know no one is at fault but my mum kept on blaming on my uncle for pushing my aunt to the limited and came with a solution was to end her life ... my aunt didn't even leave a will or an last word to us ... i was crying like hell also, when i received the news ... from young till now, my aunt always give me extra pocket money to sch even if she had only left a bit to spend, she also will always buy me sweets while my sis and bro received nothing ... i really love her a lot ... I juz dunno ... dunno wad reason made her do that kind of silly thing and taking along "grandmother" with her. Even though there is conflict between her and my uncle but she is suppose to be wise enough not to do that ... my uncle kept on pushing her to the limit like saying she not working, keep on sucking blood from him, she never take care of their mum, he have been paying all those expenses while she juz leach there ... that wad my mum theory of my aunt commit suicide ...
Argh ... i can't afford to type anymore with my tears running out like loose tap and damn it for wetting my keyboard and shirt ... adios
Goodbye my aunt,
you will always be in our heart ...
Half-dead kiddo
signing off~
released at.. [4/21/2007 08:28:00 am]
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
helppppp
Time: 9.06pm
Mood: lifeless ...
i really really dunno wad happened to my arm ... it seem that i can't even carry heavy thing for juz a mere second ... for example, today ... after sch i was in my class after packing up the locker ... than one of the cleaner aunt walk pass and i asked her if she wan to the "old newspaper" la ... (ps. me and my big mouth) she than reply that collect the newspaper and put it neatly outside the classroom before she recycle it ... okay here come the point ... instead of juz putting my set, i also shift all the other one whole lump outside it la while clare helping out to clean the whiteboard ... the problem is, being lazy to move many trips, i took the whole lump in one go and i realised that my arm hurt badly ... but still i continue the "work" and manage to clear all the thing ... some of u guys must be thinking how come when my arm hurt still i continue to carry the whole lump out ? i juz ... juz ... wan to use my left arm to do some work ... it felt as though i'm handicap ... it had been weeks pass since i injure my arm la ...(ps. the last post is after some days than post up de ... )now i can't do the things i wan ... play bball, napfa and even the easiest thing, running i also can't run fast ... example when u run, ur arm will swing auto de ma ... sux la ... i can't even do that type of big big action la ... (i always do those comedy thing de...) even now when i'm typing, my whole arm hurt ... so trying to use one hand to type ... haiz ... adios ... got to rest ... ohya tml got pe ... sure die de ... =.="
useless idiot,
signing off~
released at.. [4/18/2007 09:07:00 pm]
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How nice is it huh ?
Time:3.30pm
mood: half-dead kiddo
okay ... how nice will it be to have ur arm injure ??? having ur arm injure is worst than studying for 24hr sia ... actually nth serious la but juz twisted 4 veins only ... better than last time, 6 veins and dislocated of arm ... hehe ... the only problem for now is that thurs Napfa or izzit spell Nafa ??? wadever ... well the doc said that i shouldn't do too much workout with my left arm and in the future never do too much exercise with it lor ... sia la ... now I'm left with 2 choice or 3 choice ...
1st: do napfa than left arm will have a very high risk of dislocation again and if my arm dislocate, will have a hard time to fix it back coz it loosen the joints within my shoulder...
2nd: The doc i saw was a Chinese doctor ... so no mc, no letter, no wadever thing that can use to prove i'm unable to do napfa, thus i'm got no choice to do it...
3rd: Last choice, give a parent letter and die die dun wan to do napfa ... hellooooo ... as if ms chong will allow it ... but if my arm really *touch wood* dislocate half way, who the hell will take the responsibility ? ms chong ??? as if she would wan ... can't do crc, swimming for too long in the future, blah blah blah ... saddistic ...
okay i think i'm choosing the 3rd one ... better than breaking my arm ... hahas ...
sh!t shoulder pain sia ... gonna stop
tata adios~
Half-dead kiddo signing off~
released at.. [4/10/2007 03:31:00 pm]
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Yes i change my phone ...
Time: 11.54pm
Mood: Cool ...
whooooooos .... i finally change my phone ... hahas yesterday juz change sia ... W200i hehe ... juz launch yesterday promotion price 0 value but is the latest model in singel haha ... lucky sia ... i got to wait until around 6 plus than the goods come ... weeeee.... hahas .... oleh-oleh-oleh-oleh ... wonder wad the price will be after the promotion ? 100 plus with trade in and contract ??? hahas ... gtg liao ... meeting eve at 3.15 to study ... XD tata adios ...
Clue signing off~
released at.. [4/01/2007 11:51:00 am]
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