Friday, May 05, 2006
released at.. [5/05/2006 11:23:00 pm]
The story about tree, leaf and wind.
Tree:
I'm an artist, and in almost all my paintings there surely will be a tree in it, thus, my friends all call me tree. Nice black hair, sharp nose, great bod, dazzling smile and mesmorizing eyes, that probably who half the female population in my school describes me.
i knew this girl since i was primary five, her name is leaf. We were close friends, talked about anything under the sun and even went to the same secondary school. I started falling in love with leaf in Secondary one, and i know she likes me too, but somehow, i felt myself unworthy of her and so... i kept my feelings to myself all along.
During this period of time, i dated three girls. Although all of them were pretty in their own way, they were no match for leaf. And during the process of me dating these three girls... i witness leaf's heart breaking... again and again. The most serious time was when leaf got into a quarrel with my second girlfriend, i knew deep in my heart that Leaf definitely wasn't the one who started it, but still... i steeled my heart and stood on my girlfriend's side, scolding her. That very moment, leaf started to tear, and immediately, she turned running away. I regretted this deeply... but there was nothing i could do already.
Leaf:
I'm a very ordinary girl, nothing special, so i'm called leaf. I met this guy in primary five and loved him since sec 1. His name is tree. Our relationship really is like a tree and a leaf. No matter what happens, i will always be by his side, supporting him, comforting him, inseparable.
When i fell in love with him, i didn't have the guts to tell him. I know tree has feelings for me, but he won't admit it. Just like that, the two of us waited and waited... hoping the other party would confess first.
However, when tree started dating other girls, my heart broke. When i saw the way he acted with those girls, a sour feeling arose inside me. Everytime this happened, i would rush home, lay on my bed and cry the entire night. Tree dated three girls, and each time, i felt myself being pulled deeping into a black hollow hole, struggling to get out only to be pulled in deeper. I love him so much, and sometimes i wonder how he could ever bear to do this to me.
Just when i was at my lowest, wind appeared in my life. He was one of tree's soccer buddies. Everytime he saw me down, he would come over and comfort me, encourage me. He waited for me after school everyday just to talk or have lunch with me. I knew what he was getting at, but i couldn't get tree out of my head. Still, wind persisted, and with wind... the pain in my heart seemed to lessen.
Wind:
I love sports and I'm well known for short distance running. They say i run as fast as a hurricane, thus, i'm called wind.
I saw her for the first time in the sports hall. Her eyes were filled with love and emotion, she was so madly in love with tree. Unknowingly, i fell for this girl and i made up my mind, she would be mine.
there was once, she was deeply hurt by tree, i grabbed the chance to comfort her and from then on, i confessed to her. She rejected me, her love for tree was too deep, just like a permanant scar. At the same time, i took on the job of repairing the scar, i wanted her to fall in love with me.
Time passed and soon the three of them were about to graduate. The day before graduation, tree asked leaf out of lunch. They picked a corner table and sat down.
"I broke up with jane." tree said.
"Really? I'm sorry."
"its okay..." Tree hesitated... then continued..."Leaf... do you want to..."
After so many year... finally, tree confessed his love for leaf. But... leaf's heart has been taken away.
"tree, i'm sorry, I have decided to be wind's girlfriend."
Tree's heart sunk upon hearing this news. For the rest of the meal... they ate quietly.
Leaf was unable to stay by tree's side eventually, is it because tree did not ask leaf to stay? Or simply because the wind blew the leaf away? A tiny breeze blow across, and even though the tree stops moving, the wind continues to blow. Just like that... in the arms of the wind... the leaf flies away...
so how is it ? hope u enjoy and for those who are in love, never feel shy to confess it.
Just go for it ...
List of Targets!
R = RECENT
F = FUTURE
L = LIFETIME
[x]B'day celebration with pals (R)
[x]Get a mac-based notebk (R)
[x]Borrow photoshop CS4 (R)
[x]Go to genting with pals (R)
[x]Buy clothing before the start of the school (R)
[x]Get a part-time job again (R)
[x]Get to know more friends, linked to my course (R)
[x]Maybe get into Nyp student union management for cca (R)
[x]Or astronomy club n wadever (R)
[x]Able to proceed to next year (R)
[x]Complete my dipolma (F)
[x]Get a suitable job (F)
[x]Study for degree (F)
[x]Aim to be well-known in this area by the age of 25 (F)
[x]Go to Japan within these few yrs i hope (F)
[x]Visit disneyland in Tokyo n Orlando, Paris maybe (F)
[x]Find my lifelong partner XD (R,F,L,A) lols
[x]Wedding let Lingna or Evelyn plan maybe hahas (F)
[x]More Cash, Money, Bucks, $$$$ (L)
[x]Able to sponsor my family for a trip to any country they choose (L)
[x]Travel around the world (L)
[x]Keep in touch with my friends (L)
[x]Keep in extremely well contact with Evelyn n Lingna (L)
Alltime Targets!
[x]Earn enough $$$ to let my parents lead a comfortable life
[x]Take care of my parents
[x]Buy games or psp for mum
[x]Treat my mum to a durian feast
[x]Buy more presents for my niece
[x]Reduces the worries of my family
[x]thanks those who help me all the way ...
[x]Provide $$$ for my mum to play mahjong
[x]LOVES my MUM n FAMILY full-hearted
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