Joker ...
Time: 11 pm
Mood: Normal ... lol
hehe .... paiseh ... now than update la ... lol ... exam over long ago ... =# got back my score ... not gd lor ... now stop here half way and gotta go .... bb
sry =P
released at.. [5/20/2006 11:01:00 pm]
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Sh!t la
Time: 7.55pm
Mood: sianzation
Kaoz ... my com reformat and all my things haven't save yet .... sian lor ... than now my com so lack until siao .... i mean the internet lor .... slow and unsteady .... like sh!t ... haiz .... than o2jam i still stuck at lvl 11 ... lvl 12 mission cannot pass leh .... sad .... lol .... i'm such a music idiot ... plus i juz had my hair cut .... nth really different when i tie it up ... if let down ... ermx ..... if u really noice my hair last time, u will 100% find it somehow weird .... lol .... i must wait until tml when my "dear" sis come back hm to repair all those damage ... my kor everytime nag at me ... very fan! .... kill him also got no use coz his soul will also haunt me .... " i will haunt u down even when i'm dead ... muhahahahah " <====== lame shit rite ? that wadda he told me ....
my exam sux a lot .... i fail my lit but pass my english and chinese lor ... lucky man ... tml getting back science, geog and blah blah blah .... scare to hell ... my math and geog is at the risk ... hope i will pass ... pray hard .... today forget who asked me, " fail le still laught ? " .... hellooooooo .... fail does mean i can't laught rite ? i mean that ... fail alr wad else can i do ? laught at my silly mistake la ... lol ... haiz .... very sian now ... and tired ... going to bed soon .... =) ZzzzzZzzzzZzzzz ....
Once is over than let it be ... never hold it back and regreting it ... but look forward and try once more ... you will know which is better for all ....
Rainnie signing off ... goodbye ....^^
released at.. [5/16/2006 07:57:00 pm]
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Leaf trees and wind
i found this story in a fanfic and hope u guys like it ^^ by DeViL gRiN.
The story about tree, leaf and wind.
Tree:
I'm an artist, and in almost all my paintings there surely will be a tree in it, thus, my friends all call me tree. Nice black hair, sharp nose, great bod, dazzling smile and mesmorizing eyes, that probably who half the female population in my school describes me.
i knew this girl since i was primary five, her name is leaf. We were close friends, talked about anything under the sun and even went to the same secondary school. I started falling in love with leaf in Secondary one, and i know she likes me too, but somehow, i felt myself unworthy of her and so... i kept my feelings to myself all along.
During this period of time, i dated three girls. Although all of them were pretty in their own way, they were no match for leaf. And during the process of me dating these three girls... i witness leaf's heart breaking... again and again. The most serious time was when leaf got into a quarrel with my second girlfriend, i knew deep in my heart that Leaf definitely wasn't the one who started it, but still... i steeled my heart and stood on my girlfriend's side, scolding her. That very moment, leaf started to tear, and immediately, she turned running away. I regretted this deeply... but there was nothing i could do already.
Leaf:
I'm a very ordinary girl, nothing special, so i'm called leaf. I met this guy in primary five and loved him since sec 1. His name is tree. Our relationship really is like a tree and a leaf. No matter what happens, i will always be by his side, supporting him, comforting him, inseparable.
When i fell in love with him, i didn't have the guts to tell him. I know tree has feelings for me, but he won't admit it. Just like that, the two of us waited and waited... hoping the other party would confess first.
However, when tree started dating other girls, my heart broke. When i saw the way he acted with those girls, a sour feeling arose inside me. Everytime this happened, i would rush home, lay on my bed and cry the entire night. Tree dated three girls, and each time, i felt myself being pulled deeping into a black hollow hole, struggling to get out only to be pulled in deeper. I love him so much, and sometimes i wonder how he could ever bear to do this to me.
Just when i was at my lowest, wind appeared in my life. He was one of tree's soccer buddies. Everytime he saw me down, he would come over and comfort me, encourage me. He waited for me after school everyday just to talk or have lunch with me. I knew what he was getting at, but i couldn't get tree out of my head. Still, wind persisted, and with wind... the pain in my heart seemed to lessen.
Wind:
I love sports and I'm well known for short distance running. They say i run as fast as a hurricane, thus, i'm called wind.
I saw her for the first time in the sports hall. Her eyes were filled with love and emotion, she was so madly in love with tree. Unknowingly, i fell for this girl and i made up my mind, she would be mine.
there was once, she was deeply hurt by tree, i grabbed the chance to comfort her and from then on, i confessed to her. She rejected me, her love for tree was too deep, just like a permanant scar. At the same time, i took on the job of repairing the scar, i wanted her to fall in love with me.
Time passed and soon the three of them were about to graduate. The day before graduation, tree asked leaf out of lunch. They picked a corner table and sat down.
"I broke up with jane." tree said.
"Really? I'm sorry."
"its okay..." Tree hesitated... then continued..."Leaf... do you want to..."
After so many year... finally, tree confessed his love for leaf. But... leaf's heart has been taken away.
"tree, i'm sorry, I have decided to be wind's girlfriend."
Tree's heart sunk upon hearing this news. For the rest of the meal... they ate quietly.
Leaf was unable to stay by tree's side eventually, is it because tree did not ask leaf to stay? Or simply because the wind blew the leaf away? A tiny breeze blow across, and even though the tree stops moving, the wind continues to blow. Just like that... in the arms of the wind... the leaf flies away...
so how is it ? hope u enjoy and for those who are in love, never feel shy to confess it.
Just go for it ...
released at.. [5/05/2006 11:23:00 pm]
Exam HERE !!!
Time: 10.15pm
Mood: happy go lucky
hehe ... my mum not home yet ... so can play com for a while =# ... juz now, i found my pri sch autograph bk and flip through it ... awwwwww those sweet moments i spent with them .... miss them lots sia ... wonder how they doing alr ^^ i also found outta many poem leh ... love it =) ... as for the friendship ranking, i found outta that Lzx and BBQ chicken ( should know who hor? ) is one of the topic rating hated boys .... =p surprise leh ... haha ... one is a sissy while one is a chicken =.=" ... hope that Lzx won't see this post ... if not kanna kill ... if i die one day, know who the killer hor ...>.<... i'm stun to even find out that i manage to get some bois autograph ... <==== like some celebrity =.= ... well ... i got like casper, HG, teddy bear, ngaibok and so on ... HG juz anyhow draw draw draw than that call an autograph ... sianz lor ... stupid red ghost sia .... now cough until siao ... going take med ... ( how come everytime around exam will get so many sickness huh ? sore-throat, fever, flu, cough and wad more ? )
snowman, snowman,
white and cold,
remember me,
from young to old ^^
Rainnie signing off ...
released at.. [5/05/2006 10:10:00 pm]
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