Saturday, August 20, 2005
released at.. [8/20/2005 05:03:00 pm]
Mood: Shock plus a bit down ...
Juz now, me and father had a quarrel while i was eating my lunch at hm ... For the past few yrs, my home had not been peace ... In sch was so stress and tired n wanna to go hm and had a rest ... but even if i'm at hm ... things had not been smooth ... this mth is so chaos for me ... everything was in a mess ... I started going hm late juz becoz i dun wan to face the problem ... I'm still young and i can't really hander my problem well and i'm running away from it ...
Humans r odd, when they dun wan to face the problem they will end up running away from it ... so am i ...
My mum was very angry at my dad for some reason which i cannot say ... Now the main problem is not with my mum and dad but is my sis and dad ... My sis is planning on a wedding next yr ... and some things happen ... I cannot say it out coz is ..... ermx .... ai ya! cannot say la ... I was always helping out my sis and i end up quarreling with my dad for my sister wedding dinner ... My bro was in the bedroom slping all a long when we r quarreling ... but i dunno how he manage to know it ... maybe is too loud liao ... haiz ...
Me and my kor relationship is not very gd coz he is always very the naggy one ... and he always get me into scolding from my father coz my dad always help my kor lor ... but i know my kor is always there for me ... I never know my bro is so gd at handerling things so well and i was tuely amaze by him ... he talk to me explaining to me about how to solve the problem ( my sis wedding ) after my dad left the house to somewhere else when he was so mad ... my Kor is damn pro lor .... talking to him make me feel so inmature lor ...( anyway, i am .. =P ) now than i know wad to do to solve it ... he ask me to talk to my Jie as he is quite busy doing amry service ... and ask me to call him if anything i dunno ... My bro is so damn gd rite ? haha ... He is my best Kor Kor no matter wad happen ... He is once my kor ... forever he is ...
I learn many things for today ... and still Rome is never build in one day so i still got lots to learn from ... he is the best ... in my heart ... maybe ... =P
No matter wad problem happen, u always had to face it ... there is no use running away from it ... running away from it could only make things worst... Action is always louder than words
Clue signing off ...
List of Targets!
R = RECENT
F = FUTURE
L = LIFETIME
[x]B'day celebration with pals (R)
[x]Get a mac-based notebk (R)
[x]Borrow photoshop CS4 (R)
[x]Go to genting with pals (R)
[x]Buy clothing before the start of the school (R)
[x]Get a part-time job again (R)
[x]Get to know more friends, linked to my course (R)
[x]Maybe get into Nyp student union management for cca (R)
[x]Or astronomy club n wadever (R)
[x]Able to proceed to next year (R)
[x]Complete my dipolma (F)
[x]Get a suitable job (F)
[x]Study for degree (F)
[x]Aim to be well-known in this area by the age of 25 (F)
[x]Go to Japan within these few yrs i hope (F)
[x]Visit disneyland in Tokyo n Orlando, Paris maybe (F)
[x]Find my lifelong partner XD (R,F,L,A) lols
[x]Wedding let Lingna or Evelyn plan maybe hahas (F)
[x]More Cash, Money, Bucks, $$$$ (L)
[x]Able to sponsor my family for a trip to any country they choose (L)
[x]Travel around the world (L)
[x]Keep in touch with my friends (L)
[x]Keep in extremely well contact with Evelyn n Lingna (L)
Alltime Targets!
[x]Earn enough $$$ to let my parents lead a comfortable life
[x]Take care of my parents
[x]Buy games or psp for mum
[x]Treat my mum to a durian feast
[x]Buy more presents for my niece
[x]Reduces the worries of my family
[x]thanks those who help me all the way ...
[x]Provide $$$ for my mum to play mahjong
[x]LOVES my MUM n FAMILY full-hearted
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