Sunday, August 14, 2005
released at.. [8/14/2005 11:48:00 pm]
Mood: Extemely down ...
i dun really know how to phrase it but ... haiz ... i dunno wad to do but write in my blog ... Today around, 3 or 4 pm, my aunt called ... she told me she was looking for my mum while i reply her that my mum was away to her friend hm ... my aunt told me in her bitter voice:" Sing Yun, tell ur mum that ____ had passed away yesterday about 5 pm something ... " I was shocked and my voice had almost drop dead ... i juz got the energy to voice out "unhuh" only ... " Tell ur mum that there won't be a funeral plus ____ had burn into ash ... " my aunt had also asked me to copy down phone number of ____ nephew... i do as she told ... and soon, she hang up the phone ...
The news was too big for me, coz i was playing maple story a moment ago and recieving this news .... i turn around and told my dad who was sitting on the sofa watching tv ... he answer me with his big round eyes with shock and sadness containing in it ... " ur mum juz met ____ on friday only !!! " .... my jaws drop open ... i mean, my mum juz met a person before he passed away ... ( for ur inform, today is sunday ) i called my mum and told her that whole story ... Everyone was shocked of course ...
Mix emotion were rushing in me ... Life is so fragile ... i couldn't even see him for the last time ... that is my regret ... but time cannot turn back ... i dunno wad i'm going to do tml in sch ... 100% no mood one ... but i will not cry ... coz i'm stubbon ... hope that time will pass fast ... may it be smooth for me tml in sch ... but i dun think so ... let this be one of the fairytale for me and us to remember ... may god bless ____ ... forever ____ will be in our heart ... ( for ur inform, i'm a free-thinker okay ... ) how am i going to hander my emotion when tml got test ? help .... hope is a open bk test .... alamak pray hard ...
Life is so fragile ... juz only a blink of eyes ... things will change ... life and death ... is always a part of life .... a life cycle ... remain forever ...
Clue signing off .... haiz .....
List of Targets!
R = RECENT
F = FUTURE
L = LIFETIME
[x]B'day celebration with pals (R)
[x]Get a mac-based notebk (R)
[x]Borrow photoshop CS4 (R)
[x]Go to genting with pals (R)
[x]Buy clothing before the start of the school (R)
[x]Get a part-time job again (R)
[x]Get to know more friends, linked to my course (R)
[x]Maybe get into Nyp student union management for cca (R)
[x]Or astronomy club n wadever (R)
[x]Able to proceed to next year (R)
[x]Complete my dipolma (F)
[x]Get a suitable job (F)
[x]Study for degree (F)
[x]Aim to be well-known in this area by the age of 25 (F)
[x]Go to Japan within these few yrs i hope (F)
[x]Visit disneyland in Tokyo n Orlando, Paris maybe (F)
[x]Find my lifelong partner XD (R,F,L,A) lols
[x]Wedding let Lingna or Evelyn plan maybe hahas (F)
[x]More Cash, Money, Bucks, $$$$ (L)
[x]Able to sponsor my family for a trip to any country they choose (L)
[x]Travel around the world (L)
[x]Keep in touch with my friends (L)
[x]Keep in extremely well contact with Evelyn n Lingna (L)
Alltime Targets!
[x]Earn enough $$$ to let my parents lead a comfortable life
[x]Take care of my parents
[x]Buy games or psp for mum
[x]Treat my mum to a durian feast
[x]Buy more presents for my niece
[x]Reduces the worries of my family
[x]thanks those who help me all the way ...
[x]Provide $$$ for my mum to play mahjong
[x]LOVES my MUM n FAMILY full-hearted
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