Sunday, July 10, 2005
released at.. [7/10/2005 12:20:00 am]
Mood: Very down
Argh .......... dunno wad had gotten into me for this few week ..... so Moody ....... getting everything all mess up .... like today ... my mum told me to record a drama but instead of that, i record another .....( my mum is not at hm ) i told my bro and got scolded by him ..... i know i deserve it but is juz that ... i'm not having a very gd term with my bro ... he is always naggy ... dunno how to describe him la ... ai ya! dunno how to contiune ... feeling very low ... very " fan " in another words ...
Last time i listening to music will do the trick to let me relax and forget everything for a momment but now ... different ... no matter how loud the music is ... it still didn't work out ... argh .... god help me ! ....
Haha .... after writting all these, it sound as if i'm in love but got regected .... haha .... but even if i am, who am i in love wif ? ... silly me and my silly question .... oh ya ! there r some very nice songz ... if u free, go and find those song, it's cool! " Lonely No More " by " Rob Thomas ", " Graduation ( friends forever ) " by " Vitamin C " ... there r many songz ... if u wanna to know more ... juz ask me : p ....
Let today end with no regret while begin tomorrow with a new start ahead ...
Clue signing off ( aka Xiao Yun )
List of Targets!
R = RECENT
F = FUTURE
L = LIFETIME
[x]B'day celebration with pals (R)
[x]Get a mac-based notebk (R)
[x]Borrow photoshop CS4 (R)
[x]Go to genting with pals (R)
[x]Buy clothing before the start of the school (R)
[x]Get a part-time job again (R)
[x]Get to know more friends, linked to my course (R)
[x]Maybe get into Nyp student union management for cca (R)
[x]Or astronomy club n wadever (R)
[x]Able to proceed to next year (R)
[x]Complete my dipolma (F)
[x]Get a suitable job (F)
[x]Study for degree (F)
[x]Aim to be well-known in this area by the age of 25 (F)
[x]Go to Japan within these few yrs i hope (F)
[x]Visit disneyland in Tokyo n Orlando, Paris maybe (F)
[x]Find my lifelong partner XD (R,F,L,A) lols
[x]Wedding let Lingna or Evelyn plan maybe hahas (F)
[x]More Cash, Money, Bucks, $$$$ (L)
[x]Able to sponsor my family for a trip to any country they choose (L)
[x]Travel around the world (L)
[x]Keep in touch with my friends (L)
[x]Keep in extremely well contact with Evelyn n Lingna (L)
Alltime Targets!
[x]Earn enough $$$ to let my parents lead a comfortable life
[x]Take care of my parents
[x]Buy games or psp for mum
[x]Treat my mum to a durian feast
[x]Buy more presents for my niece
[x]Reduces the worries of my family
[x]thanks those who help me all the way ...
[x]Provide $$$ for my mum to play mahjong
[x]LOVES my MUM n FAMILY full-hearted
*monstez
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