Monday, May 30, 2005
released at.. [5/30/2005 03:48:00 am]
A guy that i like for about 3 years, some of u might know who is it ... but i keep it as a secret coz that guy might see my web ... : p ... last time i had confess to him and he rejected me... later on he sms me and he say that is his friend using his msn chatting with me ... so sad ... but i dun believe him anymore ... even thought he is one of my buddy ... he yesterday sms me y i so long didn't online... i got online but is juz i blocked him : p... then we chat for a while ... he also asked me wanna to meet during sch holidays ... i was so happy that he didn't forget his buddy (me) ... he then asked me to organise it but i'm too busy now a days so i push this job back to him ... he said that he will call me and organise it together ...
u all might think that i'm nut when only this thing happen ... Yes! i'm nut! ... a feeling that can never be describe ... even if i told u, u might not understand but u juz got to try it urself! Only your ownself than can ever describe that feeling ...
Today early in the morning ... Jorina pass me a dise ... she ask me to open it ... i do as she told ... it turn out that the dise contain the song that i like ! example : Ha Luo, Fly away ... +++ that all for today ... going to watch tv ... chaos ... bb ...
List of Targets!
R = RECENT
F = FUTURE
L = LIFETIME
[x]B'day celebration with pals (R)
[x]Get a mac-based notebk (R)
[x]Borrow photoshop CS4 (R)
[x]Go to genting with pals (R)
[x]Buy clothing before the start of the school (R)
[x]Get a part-time job again (R)
[x]Get to know more friends, linked to my course (R)
[x]Maybe get into Nyp student union management for cca (R)
[x]Or astronomy club n wadever (R)
[x]Able to proceed to next year (R)
[x]Complete my dipolma (F)
[x]Get a suitable job (F)
[x]Study for degree (F)
[x]Aim to be well-known in this area by the age of 25 (F)
[x]Go to Japan within these few yrs i hope (F)
[x]Visit disneyland in Tokyo n Orlando, Paris maybe (F)
[x]Find my lifelong partner XD (R,F,L,A) lols
[x]Wedding let Lingna or Evelyn plan maybe hahas (F)
[x]More Cash, Money, Bucks, $$$$ (L)
[x]Able to sponsor my family for a trip to any country they choose (L)
[x]Travel around the world (L)
[x]Keep in touch with my friends (L)
[x]Keep in extremely well contact with Evelyn n Lingna (L)
Alltime Targets!
[x]Earn enough $$$ to let my parents lead a comfortable life
[x]Take care of my parents
[x]Buy games or psp for mum
[x]Treat my mum to a durian feast
[x]Buy more presents for my niece
[x]Reduces the worries of my family
[x]thanks those who help me all the way ...
[x]Provide $$$ for my mum to play mahjong
[x]LOVES my MUM n FAMILY full-hearted
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